It's hard to be strong sometimes. Your friends think you don't need their support and won't take your side of the argument. They'll play the devil's advocate just to test how far your tolerance can take it. I can only take too much crap and I've had enough. It's one thing for you to be left on your own and having to explain and defend yourself everytime (which runs counter to the whole idea of friendship coz if you're really friends, you don't have to explain yourself, they will just accept you for who you are), it's another different level of disappointment and frustration when they judge you on personal stuff, like your relationship for one-a relationship of two people in which they are not part of, are not privy to. It hurts when you pour your heart out to someone, tell them everything about your deepest darkest secrets, hopes, and anxieties and they would use all that information to judge you--instead of to understand you. Stings like hell.
hahahahahahahhaha what a comeback post!!! happy halloween!!!
I have a lot of ideas in my head. I think a lot to the point of paranoia. I have an opinion in almost anything and I love to speak my mind.I enjoy conceptualizing and independent thinking. A lot of things interest me and yet I am easily bored. Im optimistic, strong willed and open-minded.
Im a music junkie and I love to dabble in the arts. I am very observant and I usually find a flaw in everything. People-watching fascinates me. I sleep a lot and always have vivid dreams. I love coffee and anything banana-except banana ketchup. Brand names don't really mean much to me. I am a bargain hunter and a friend once called me a merchandiser's nightmare. I love watching movies and I read a lot. Stimulating conversations inspire me. I love communing with nature and I wish I have more time and resources to travel. I know how to play the piano and the guitar but Im no good at both. Kids annoy me especially whiny ones. Riding public transportations gives me the time I need to cram my readings. I find peace in solitude. I think being alone doesn't have to mean being lonely. I always strive for excellence but I often find myself settling in mediocrity.